Nostalgic Reads for an Angry Heart: Dev Lemons Horror Readalikes
Electric, sad, angsty, and nostalgic: here are five books to make you feel like you're living inside a Dev Lemons song.
I have a new musical obsession. An earworm that crawled in and won’t come out. Its name is Dev Lemons. The best way I can describe Dev Lemons’ music is by saying she’s the love child of Fefe Dobson and Mindless Self Indulgence. Her music is the musical version of early 2000s fashion coming back to bite us in our low-rise jeans-clad ass.
Except unlike seeing the bad fashions of the early aughts again, I’m not cringed out by Dev Lemons, who is able to make me feel like how I felt in 2002, specifically when I saw the music video for Avril Lavigne’s ‘Complicated’ on MTV for the first time. That feeling of my whole insides being ripped out and displayed in teenage angst and rage on the screen. Except it’s not 2002 and I’m not 12 anymore.
It’s 2026—damn near 2027—and I’m 36. Still pretty angry about a lot of things in the world, though. Lucky for me, there’s artists out there still making music that speaks to the angry part of me that is still one of the youths.
Cover art for Dev Lemons’ first album “Surface Tension”
Dev Lemons gained a lot of popularity on TikTok for her short horror promo videos that brought nostalgia to a head with lots of 90s Window’s computer style graphics blended with glitched out images of herself as spiders and other animals as seen in the lyric video for ‘best friend.’ But the horror of Dev Lemons doesn’t stop there. Many of her music videos have an element of the uncanny and horrific blended with her pop music about love, rejection, and the complicated emotions of being a twenty-something woman.
And since fall is the season of nostalgia for me, of Gilmore Girls, Practical Magic (1999), The Craft, Twin Peaks, Buffy the Vampire Slayer and everything to smell sweet with decay and for things to burn bright and dull as they die, I want to recommend some books that have a sense of a particular Dev Lemons nostalgia. A nostalgia that’s angry, reckless, and very mischievous. So here are five books that feel like a Dev Lemons’ song: electric, sad, angsty, and nostalgic.
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Lee Mandelo’s Southern Gothic debut novel from 2022, Summer Sons, released to acclaim and people feeling deeply connected to Mandelo’s characters in the gay horror romance about two friends whose commitment and love for one another goes beyond the grave. Mandelo’s novel hits the Dev Lemons nostalgia for me in the anger of the main character, Andrew, who swims through grief to find new love and new friends in a place steeped in ghosts. Mandelo’s writing of Andrew’s emotions is full out and engrossing, showing both the absurdity and obsession of young love. It’s so reminiscent of the feelings and atmosphere of ‘FACE’ for me, where Dev Lemons sings of going unnoticed by someone so wrapped up in their own pain that they hurt others around them.
Released in 2013, Joe Hill’s new vampire (ie, not your dad’s vampire) horror N0S4A2 is about a string of people with powers wondrous and murderous, battling it out for hunger, revenge, and survival. Hill’s novel does not have the same gay pulsing heart running through it as Mandelo’s. It still, however, has the darkness plaguing a character who is angry, alone, and troubled. Vic McQueen, the main character of N0S4A2, is the type of grungy girl and woman I like hanging out with. The type of woman who, despite living in the modern world, reads as though she’s ripped from the past. The Dev Lemons song that comes to mind for this book is ‘NOTHING CHANGES’ for the relentless nature of the villain in Hill’s book and the propulsive emotional writing. Like with ‘FACE’ and many of the songs on the album “Surface Tension,” ‘NOTHING CHANGES’ is hard tunes and distorted vocalized rage.
This one is a recent release that I had the chance to read an advanced reader copy of over the summer. Mira González’s horror/sci-fi Strange Lights follows a paranormal investigator, Reggie, and the chupacabra toddler she guards and parents. Reggie is not only harboring the chupacabra from the government and other paranormal fans who would put her in danger, but is hiding a past just as dark and extraordinary as the alien invasion taking place throughout the novel. For Strange Lights, I get ‘Maybe I’m the Reason’ for the dark emotional writing and atmosphere of the book that aligns real well with Dev Lemons’ lyrics in the song.
Strange Lights by Mira González from Bindery Books
The Dead Take the A Train by Richard Kadrey and Cassandra Khaw
The 2024 novel The Dead Take the A Train by Richard Kadrey and Cassandra Khaw was billed as an “unhinged eldritch horror,” which is the perfect way to describe this book. I’ve also called it electric eldritch boogaloo for the novel’s grimy party atmosphere, blended with a magical fantasy world. The novel carries a weight of heartbreak mixed with anger that doesn’t feel sad so much as fed-up and ready to move on toward bigger and better things to break. Dev Lemons comes to her second album “hunting what we already killed” with the same type of “fuck your heartbreak” energy.
Her Body and Other Parties by Carmen Maria Machado
Y’all remember when this was the book everyone who was anyone was reading? Some did it to connect with their own feminine rage and others did it to try and understand the puzzling mystery of “why woman so mad?” Carmen Maria Machado wonderfully answers this question in eight darkly speculative stories in the short story collection Her Body and Other Parties that ranges in themes and voices but stays sweetly nestled behind a mature, broken heart. The stories in Her Body and Other Parties are still angry, but Machado is able to look hard at this pain and be a little comical about it like the best Dev Lemons songs. There’s also a punk fem rock feel to Machado’s stories that reflects the same vibe as many of Lemons’ songs like ‘best friend,’ where Lemons sings about the deeper loss of friendship in break ups.
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